All Over Again

I'm back.

It's been less than a week and yet, I wanna leave again. I remember all the reasons why I left in the first place. I guess I was kinda hoping things might have changed around here. I thought wrong. Everything's pretty much the way it used to be. I'm just so sick and tired of all this!

I remember how much i craved for their attention back as a kid. Until I got tired and just gave up. Or maybe I just got used to it. Or the lack of it. And just when I realized I'm better off without it, they started giving it to me. Too much actually. And it sucks!

I really wanna leave again. I don't wanna end up hating them.

I'm just so tired of this.

Haay....